Candy's Blog

Bye bye blogdrive

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 03:36:34 PST

Bye blogdrive! Thankie for being my host, but now I have gone to bigger and better things... Geocities... lol not much bigger but hey! It looks wayyyyyyyyy better! Well, the site is: BleedingxFury I hope you all like it better. I'm sure you will. There is good and bads things about it though. One is that I can not access it durning school, but then again it is a goo thing because I am able to put more of the things I want to say on it, but I have to wait till I get home to do it. Thanks a bunch! Bye all!

Candy

Kill me now, please

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 03:32:46 PST

Get rid of me and kill me please. I did the worst thing anyone could do. Please, just kill me, I'm awful and I'll pay to die. Right now I feel like crying and I never want to live again. I need to get out and away from this school. Everyone will soon know what I have done, and for that everyone will hate me. Stick a stake in my heart, I might as well be dead. Well... since my life is going so download right now I'll be leaving to finish my project... I'm such an idiot.

Ranting rage, boy am I pissed off...

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 01:49:38 PST

Well, I just made another mistake in my overly pathetic life. I am in a very bad postiton as we speak and I rather not talk about it. It's bad enough to make me cry in math class though, enough said. I am going to get Geocities to work tonight, other than that I'm pissed, sad, guilty, and a total bitch from hell. Once again, enough said. Bye.

YAY WOOOOOO HOOOO ROCK ON! Fist in the air

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 12:35:28 PST

I got a new Geocities account! YAY! WOOOO HOOOO! *Runs around, hits a wall and faints.* Well anyway... *Rises from the dead* It's BleedingxFury. Well, not typing much, I'll tell ya what happened today tomorrow... byes!

NO JESSYE PLEASE COME TO SCHOOL

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 01:51:56 PST

*Cries because Jessye isn't here.* Awwwww... please come to school! I beg of you! Purdy please with sugar on top lol. Darn, I'm just gonna have to deal with it! :( And plus my xanga messed up, I have no freakin' idea where my Linkin Park layout went! AH! So far today is going slightly... down hill. I'm getting phone calls from someone I will not mention about my lies... I'm in deep. CAN YOU SAY DEEP!? Anywayz, last night was much better, talked to Calen on the internet. He is so not right lol. But anyway I got moved in front of Thomas. Which is good though, cause that is where Jessye used to sit. And it next to the window! Yay! And not to mention I don't have to deal with certain people who shall remain nameless. Anyway, I'm going to get off Blogdrive, I'm really guilty for a few things so I'm outta here. Write more this afternoon hopefully.

Lieing is bad...

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 10:36:23 PST

Well, lieing is bad, and I will start out with this. If you have the slighest bit of humanity in you, do not ever lie to someone you love and care about. You make think it will work out, but I learned today, it never will. It's hard to explain, just take what I said and think about it. For some piece of humanity in you lies and will not let you lie, because, you're just human, plain and simple. There is a tiny thing in your brain that says you are unable to for there are things deep inside you mind, telling you you're not able to do this to someone you love, it's hard, just downright hard.

Anyway, on to better things. Today was alright, been sleepy and my eyes have burnt out of their sockets all damn day. Let me see... hmmm... heck, I'll just give my class list and what happened.

Math - Mrs. Duncan seemed a ltitle pissed, only four people passed the test, which I thought on the other hand was quite funny, even though I was pissed myself. I was really tired too, and she said from now on we are going to have math homework every night until the EOG Testing.

Computer Class - Ah, what joy... to sit and do nothing for 45 mins. Pure bliss, let me tell ya. I did get online though and mess around, trying to find out some information about someone, who shall remain nameless... heh.

P.E - Take me away... so far away. I'll give ya a dime if ya will. I hate P.E, health starts tomorrow, thank god! No one was practily there. Which was a tad bit weird. I played basketball with Brandon, DJ, and umm... *Thinks* I forgot his name. I was on Brandon's team, then they started talking about a few things... on my body, more or less certain body parts. I got annoyed and thank god it was time to gt my normal clothes back on.

Science - Overall it was quite good. I took a test, and got done with in within 20 mins, tops. It was easy, we were testing on Hydrogoly. I'm pretty sure I got a good grade, I understood it. And then I took my Vocalublary notes, and then I read Hawksong.

Language Arts - It was good, we got done reading 'Tangerine' by Edward Bloor. It was a really good book, considering I don't read those type of books. And I saw Calen this afternoon too. Though I'm not a total stalker now.

Right Now - Bored as heck and ready to sign off Blogdrive. Thanks for reading seens yuns all laters!

La la la la, la la la, happy happy gay gay gay!

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 01:52:33 PST

My eyes are burning and I'm about to faint, fall over, hit my keyboard, and blow up this computer. Well, I didn't go to my mom's plant this morning, insted she picked us (Andrea *cough* ew *cough* and Me) from our house and took us to school. Which was all good... except I DIDN'T SEE 'IT'... did though in the hall before computer class started. I'm in a deep load of crap too, I have alot of searching to do, so I'm outta here. Bye all.

...Ughies... and awwww

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 08:42:41 PST

I am slightly getting pissed at Geocities... Everything is so screwy on there and I might get a new accoount, so it would be easier to adjust. If ya get my drift. I'm overly bored right now and my fingernails show that, because I have gnawed away at them. Anyway, I'm soooo bored. Ah, someone please save me. Well, I am going to find something to do, considering nothing has happened here lately. Bye all.

OMG! YAY!

Sat, 06 Mar 2004 13:42:57 PST

I learned how to do layouts on Geocities today! I am sooooo freakin' happy it is unreal. Though it truly isn't showing! Right now though I am downloading fonts, I will do Geocities tomorrow possibly, the good thing is I know how to do it and I learned on my own! I am sooooooooo independent. Well gotta go, bye! No time for currents either, byes.

Hmmm

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 13:14:01 PST

I got yelled at by dad again, what else is new? I have a real bad stomach ache now... don't know why. I did eat, so I'm not hungry. I'm still depressed, but overall a little better I must admit. Things are looking up in some ways. I can't wait to see what Mrs. Nobblitt has to say about the book I'm writing. I'm really glad she offered to read it. I got out of school early today, to see that my mom was a little late on picking me up because I gave her the wrong time. But when she did show up she brought McDonald's which I was grateful for. I got a phone call eariler... it was Calen, which made me a bit happier, but nothing is going to make me feel better, I'm overly depressed and there is nothing in the world I can do to stop it. I was hoping to go somewhere but I guess it's to late. The other night Calen, Thomas, and I were on the phone, talking and Thomas was getting attacked by his dogs. I have to admit, that was funny as hell. Thomas well yelling and cussing at his dogs while Calen recorded it to his computer, I thought I would die. Calen and me were laughing majorally. He played it for me this afternoon, I was laughing again. Last night Calen called me and said :
"Is Candice there?"
"Yes." I said.
"Can I talk to her?"
"Yes."
"Is this Candice?"
"Yeah." I said again.

That was funny too. The way he is on the phone... it's funny yet makes you think. I also got done with the book 'Shattered Mirror' by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes, which is awesome, she writes about vampires so well. I was amazed, it's really good. I also got my earrings back it, their sore, but their in. It's been a few years since I had them in. Well I'm going to go. Good bye all, see ya laters.